Tired of trying. Sick of crying.
Yeah! I'm smiling. But inside I'm dying.
( I love being me. it's just that sometimes
BEING ME isn't good enough for everyone. sigh! )
my situation is just like :
"the worst thing in the worlds isn't going alone. it's being surrounded
by people that make you feel like you're alone."
-anonymous-
but some say :
"if you wanna fly, you have to give up the shit that weigh you down"
-Toni Morison-
and i say :
"the reason people give up so fast is because they tend to look
at how far they still have to go instead of how far they have gotten"
-leilalockheart.tumblr.com-
but i will :
" that re-freshed feeling after wudhu' and getting ready for salah."
and
" when I talk to You, my days gets WHOLE LOT BETTER"
Lastly :
nota kaki : two days in a row kept crying since come back campus. plus on my way back here my dad asked me why he kinda have a feeling that i'm not in the mood to go back campus. seriously, this time i leave my heart back home because i just don't have a heart here. sigh. all sort of thing just pop out in my mind.
but, suddenly i received a text from a very good friend :
"jangan mereng dulu, nanti aku sampai sana, kita mereng sama-sama oke babe! nanti kita hang out sesamer oke! chill babe!"
(huh! suddenly felt relief. seriously. nak hang out macam bukan minggu exam-lah! )
3 january 2012
2246 pm
mood: trying to study ~.~ /
