astronout

Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down?

p/s: sometimes it's okay to feel alone in this whole wide world because it's when you started feel the love by THE ALMIGHTY. who always be there for you since people don't stick with you forever. everyday is one step closer to HIM. INSYAALLAH

sometimes.something.at all times.

…sometimes, when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore, but rather because you realize they don’t.

…something very simple, but yet so profound: Whosoever does good must know that it is from Allah (Azza-wa-jall) and it is only He who allowed him to do so; and whosoever is protected from evil, must know that it is Allah (Azza-wa-jall) who protected him and there is no one else who can do so.

…at all times, be firm in your heart. Ibn Ata’illah stated:
“Relieve yourself of worry after you have planned; do not concern yourself with what Allah has undertaken on your behalf.”

P.S. Mon professeur bien-aimé, cahaya kiriman Ilahi.

p/s: in one day 3 great events happened. final exam 2 paper in a row, really a headache for me, but alhamdulillah everything will be fine because : "bersangka baik, justeru ALLAH akan menurut sangka hambaNYA. Bila kita bersangka baik, kita akan mendapat yang terbaik. amin". at least now i have to focus on Deutsch and i'll be free to pack everything and rest for a while before start pushing myself for my annual camp. sigh~   

and zum geburgstag mein freunde yesterday. happy 22rd, and now we're even. ^ ^ _  wish and hoping you'll be happy and all the best in your amazing life. selamat ber-DSLR ye DSLR guy!  i'll find someone like you no matter what. definitely!  selamat berAnnual camp. O_o/  

Mon bien aimé, tuntuni aku hingga ke syurga.

1138am/17januari2012 

          

   

.u smile i smile.

           Head up, stay strong, fake a smile, and MOVE ON!

                                                                                                                  -beliau adalah misstina-

don't you ever fake a smile! because: 

don't worry, someday all the pain will pass and when it passes, you will become stronger and happier than before

and

if god takes something away from you, it means he's emptying your hands to give you something better.

dan ketahuilah bahawa: 

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216.

remember 

truly, great friend are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget. 

and you martina amira azam

smile like you've never been hurt!!

because when you smile

I smile

If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile 

nota kuku kaki: dah mengalir air mata time baca entry baru tadi. haha.. menangis babe! sebab time ni memang agak sedih. tapi u have come back. memang best sangat-lah. happy tak terkata sebab kita boleh bermereng-mereng bersama. siyes, aku memang penakut, and pagi tadi cukup blur sebab baru bangun tido. tapi happy sangat sebab memang dah lama mengidam nak mamam mcD. haha.. pagi-pagi dah merempit. langgar lampu isyarat bagai. tapi memang pengalaman best.  (terubat rindu kat wajah-wajah kesayangan di kampung). 

* dapat aku rasakan yang  ada budak tu takut nak naik moto dengan aku tadi soori.. haha..

1936pm

maghrib prayer

6 january 2012

JUST GREAT

Tired of trying. Sick of crying.

Yeah! I'm smiling. But inside I'm dying.

( I love being me. it's just that sometimes 

BEING ME isn't good enough for everyone. sigh! )

my situation is just like : 

"the worst thing in the worlds isn't going alone. it's being surrounded 

by people that make you feel like you're alone."

                                                                           -anonymous-

but some say : 

"if you wanna fly, you have to give up the shit that weigh you down"

                                                                           -Toni Morison-

and i say : 

"the reason people give up so fast is because they tend to look 

at how far they still have to go instead of how far they have gotten" 

                                                            -leilalockheart.tumblr.com-

but i will : 

" that re-freshed feeling after wudhu' and getting ready for salah."

 

and

" when I talk to You, my days gets WHOLE LOT BETTER"

Lastly : 

nota kaki : two days in a row kept crying since come back campus. plus on my way back here my dad asked me why he kinda have a feeling that i'm not in the mood to go back campus. seriously, this time i leave my heart back home because i just don't have a heart here. sigh. all sort of thing just pop out in my mind. 

but, suddenly i received a text from a very good friend :

"jangan mereng dulu, nanti aku sampai sana, kita mereng sama-sama oke babe! nanti kita hang out sesamer oke! chill babe!" 

(huh! suddenly felt relief. seriously. nak hang out macam bukan minggu exam-lah! )

3 january 2012

2246 pm 

mood: trying to study ~.~ /